A HOTEL?!

Ugh! I'm in a hotel right now. 20 Mintutes away from home!! Our house flooded and they are fixing it. We have the hotel room reserved for 14 days. School starts in 11!! Uggghhhhh!!! I hate it here already. I've only been here 2 days. Ugh! I just want to be home! I would rather live with Maggie for a week than be at this hotel. Okay. On a different note, Do you know who the Janoskians are? They are on youtube. They live in Australia. They are amazing. They have twitters. I keep asking them to follow me. And I keep replying to there tweets. But I'm just a regular girl. Things like that don't happen to me. So I know I should stop trying... I wish something like that would happen to me :) Okay. Well, this hotel sucks. The Janoskians are awesome. I have to go and eat breakfast. I hope that won't suck too! LLYD <3

People :)

This sounds weird, but I just want to talk about people. People I loved, people I have lost, people that have lost me. I want to start with my Poppop. His name is Thomas. He is a firefighter :) He is like 60. He died 8 years ago, when I was 5. He is one of the greatest men alive. Everyone says that celebrities are heroes and stuff. If you wanna see a real hero...

  

                                               Second from the left, that's my Poppop :)

He is my hero. I think about him in everything I do. I know he is always there watching over me. Cheering me on at Band Competitions. And making sure I'm safe, I mean, he is a firefighter, that's what they do ;) I love you Poppop!!! <3


Also, I wanna talk about another friend of mine. His name is Michael. His middle name is Matthew. I always call him Matt. He is my neighbor, and has been since I was born. He always makes me smile :) He is 23. He died when he was 21. He was in a car accident, and it was really bad. He is fine, he is just up in heaven, that's all.

He is like the coolest guy I have ever met! He always rides a motorcycles around the backyard. I remember when I was younger, he had a little bicycle. It was ridiculously little. It was the best :) I know he looks over me, and protects me from making too many stupid mistakes. He does because he was young once too, and he made alot of mistakes. I love you Matt!!! <3


Next I wanna talk about a lady that is like a mom to me! Her name is Lou Ann. I always call her Aunt Lou. She is a teacher. And a Mom, a friend, an advice giver, and just someone who is always there for you when needed. I don't know how old she is. I know she wouldn't like me telling people how old she is anyways... But she died a couple years ago. She died of Breast Cancer...She is one of the smartest ladies I know. She knows everything there is to know about anything!! It's amazing!


She is the beautiful lady on the left :) She was one of the strongest people I know. I remember sitting outside on the pourch with all of them and just listening to their conversations, I remember sitting there next to her, and putting the clothes hanger clips on our fingers :) I know she's watching over me and protecting me. She's just amazing like that. I know she's guiding me down the right paths, she's a teacher :) I love you Aunt Lou!!! <3


That's not all the people I've lost, that's only a few. I just felt the need to talk about them. Did you notice that I didn't talk about them in past tense. It will always be present tense. They are always here with me, might not be physically. But I will never EVER froget about them. I love you all!!! I talk to them everyday. I miss you guys! Love you sooo much!! Muah! <333


LLYD <3