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I'm home sick. And it sucks!! The only thing I can do is pace around the house, watch tv, go on the computer, and sleep!! And I can't text any of my friends because they are all in school. My birthday is tomorrow!!!! My friend Tessa's birthday is today! And I'm not even there to tell her Happy Birthday!!! Ugghhhh..... I'm soooo bored!!!! And hingry... But I can't eat alot, because my stomach hurts and I'm sick!!! :( LLYD! Byee!!

Ugh. Just. Ugh.

So my friend invited me to her boyfriend's house the other night for a little party thing. And her bf has a brother. A little older. He's 17. He's really sweet and cute and nice and really funny! And I really really like him. When we got there, we were only really talking to each other, so he kept trying to talk to us and stuff. It was sweet. And him and I were on a team together when we were playing man hunt. It was JUST him and me :) It was really fun. And he always had really good hiding spots... well, because it was his house so he knew that land. But whatever. And he let me keep his jacket when I left too. It's a really soft jacket. It's definitely my fave. And I didn't want to take it off :) And so after my friend dropped me off at home at the end of the night, she texted me and said she was talking to him on facebook. I went and friended him on facebook :) But he asked her if she would ever date him... And so he asked her for her number. And she told him I liked him!! Secret keeper? Hell no!! And he said I wasn't his fcking type!! What the hell does that mean?! And he said he liked someone else. After she told me that, I knew it was gonna be her. I just didn't want to be right. And the one time I didn't want to be right, of course, I was!!! And I couldn't text her back right away. I HAD to talk to someone else. I had to many feelings. I was Mad. Upset. Angry. NeedToPunchAHoleInMyWall-ey. I talked to someone about it, and then I texted her back about a half an hour later. And then I found out, She likes him too!!! Today, she realized something was fcking wrong. So, she asked me if I was mad at her. No, I FCKING LOVE YOU. YOU TOLD MY SECRET, AND NOW YOU LIKE THE GUY I REALLY LIKE. Ugh!!!! And so she said she would back off of him and he would just have to get over her. And that I COULD HAVE HIM!! But now, she's fcking watching a movie in her living room, with her boyfriend and his brother who likes her!!!! Like WTF!!! She is such a bitch sometimes!!!! Ugh! And her boyfriend doesn't know about his brother liking his girlfriend... I wonder how he would react if he found out... Hmm... I just wanna tell him soo fcking bad. Maybe then he'll break up with her!!! Haha. Yess...

Lessons Being Learned: Guys suck; Friends are bitches; The only guy a girl can depend on is her best guy friend who is like her brother; Life sucks

Well, Live like you're dying.... (Ugh. I wish I was dying!!) People fcking suck. Bye