Christmas!!

Okay! Yesterday was Christmas. It was so fun! Well the first part! We were up at like 6:00 :) we opened presents. And finished at 7:00. I got a camera!! It's a Nikon Coolpix L26. It's amazing. And I also got a Never Shout Never CD. I picked it out, and a Linkin Park tshirt from Hot Topic. And an iPod touch. I'm using it right now!! I made a kik! Bandgeekgirl21. Talk to me? :) and I made an Instagram. Bandgeekgirl21... Follow me! okay. Then my dad got sick so we never got to go to my grandmother's houses... So I'm gonna get more presents when we see them next!! And last night I was talking to my boyfriend. He's really nice and really sweet and really funny. I really like him... <3
LLYD <3

My Rant of the day

Okay. So me, being a lazy person who doesn't do homework, I have alot of time to think about stuff. This is my Well-deserved rant of the day. Today during second period I was thinking about Music(Wow. Just Wow.) And it annoys me how dumb ass Choir kids say "Oh my god! I love music! #MusicIsMyLife." Like NO! Hellllll No! I just want to say to them "Can you fucking read sheet music? What's this note! You don't know. Wow, some life you have there" Like, just no! Singing isn't music!! MAKING MUSIC is music. And then they try to complain about having Choir practice during the last period on a school day. Shut the hell up. Band has to come in Monday/Tuesday for Jazz, and Wednesday for Wind. That's Mornings!! So shut the fuck up about going to a CLASS YOU SIGN UP FOR DURING SCHOOL. If you don't like it, QUIT THEN!!! And I really go off about it when they think they have the right to criticize band. Getting hit with a trumpet mouth piece doesn't feel good!!! Reeds can cut you if you try hard enough!!! Band has more talent and brains than all the choirs in my school combined!! Choir is full of dumb fucking blonde bimbo sluts. BAND is full of cute guys and girls, and fucking SMART KIDS! That's right, our low brass section is like ALL advanced classes kids!! So shut the hell up, thanks. This is all I was saying the whole day. Some of my friends might not be my friends tomorrow considering a couple of them are in choir. But it's worth it!!!!

LLYD <3

They basically Saved My life

Damon Fizzy. Shane Dawson. They're on youtube. They are amazing. They make me forget how shitty my life is. I want to fucking kill myself sometimes. But then I watch one of their videos. And I feel better. They mean so much to me. I owe them more than I could ever pay back!! The other day in school, I heard kids talking shit about them. Like No! You don't talk shit about people like Damon and Shane. I was ready to go over and tell them to shut the hell up. But I didn't. So just for the record, NEVER, EVER talk shit about Damon or Shane! Just don't. They're way too important and special to people to do that. They are the reason I'm alive! <3

LLYD <3

Second chance?!

He asked my friend out. She said yes. He cheated with another girl NOBODY likes. Asked her out a couple months later. She said no. He asked me out. I said yes. Dumped me 2 days later. Asked my friend out. She said no. He asked me out again! I said yes. IT WAS A SECOND CHANCE!!! But it had to secret. My mom found out I dated him before, she flipped out. And they still don't trust me. After a week of secret dating, I really liked him. We were supposed to hang out tonight. You know, "HANG OUT"! But he texted me after school, and said "I don't wanna be mean, but I lost feelings for you"! Asshole. He said he was breaking up with me. I said I had a feeling he was going to yesterday... He said he was sorry. I said "it's okay, I'm used to it from u". He said he already had A NEW girlfriend!! He was with her the other night!!! He was dating her BEFORE he broke up with me!!! Ugghhhhhhh. I believed in him. A second chance. You don't just GET second chances from me... I gotta believe in you a whole fucking lot to give you a second chance...!!!! Asshole. And then I was going to go with my sisters to a Haunted House at the baseball field out back. But that's where I was supposed to "Hang out" with Austin. And he's probably "Hanging out" with Savannah!!! I. HATE. HIM. AND. HER. Ugghhhhhhhh!!!!! His new name in my phone is "FUCKING ASSHOLE". Life sucks. It's a weekend. Stuck at home. Bored as hell!!! Listening to music on youtube. Boys like Girls <3333 Blahh... LLYD :(

Blah...!

I'm home sick. And it sucks!! The only thing I can do is pace around the house, watch tv, go on the computer, and sleep!! And I can't text any of my friends because they are all in school. My birthday is tomorrow!!!! My friend Tessa's birthday is today! And I'm not even there to tell her Happy Birthday!!! Ugghhhh..... I'm soooo bored!!!! And hingry... But I can't eat alot, because my stomach hurts and I'm sick!!! :( LLYD! Byee!!

Ugh. Just. Ugh.

So my friend invited me to her boyfriend's house the other night for a little party thing. And her bf has a brother. A little older. He's 17. He's really sweet and cute and nice and really funny! And I really really like him. When we got there, we were only really talking to each other, so he kept trying to talk to us and stuff. It was sweet. And him and I were on a team together when we were playing man hunt. It was JUST him and me :) It was really fun. And he always had really good hiding spots... well, because it was his house so he knew that land. But whatever. And he let me keep his jacket when I left too. It's a really soft jacket. It's definitely my fave. And I didn't want to take it off :) And so after my friend dropped me off at home at the end of the night, she texted me and said she was talking to him on facebook. I went and friended him on facebook :) But he asked her if she would ever date him... And so he asked her for her number. And she told him I liked him!! Secret keeper? Hell no!! And he said I wasn't his fcking type!! What the hell does that mean?! And he said he liked someone else. After she told me that, I knew it was gonna be her. I just didn't want to be right. And the one time I didn't want to be right, of course, I was!!! And I couldn't text her back right away. I HAD to talk to someone else. I had to many feelings. I was Mad. Upset. Angry. NeedToPunchAHoleInMyWall-ey. I talked to someone about it, and then I texted her back about a half an hour later. And then I found out, She likes him too!!! Today, she realized something was fcking wrong. So, she asked me if I was mad at her. No, I FCKING LOVE YOU. YOU TOLD MY SECRET, AND NOW YOU LIKE THE GUY I REALLY LIKE. Ugh!!!! And so she said she would back off of him and he would just have to get over her. And that I COULD HAVE HIM!! But now, she's fcking watching a movie in her living room, with her boyfriend and his brother who likes her!!!! Like WTF!!! She is such a bitch sometimes!!!! Ugh! And her boyfriend doesn't know about his brother liking his girlfriend... I wonder how he would react if he found out... Hmm... I just wanna tell him soo fcking bad. Maybe then he'll break up with her!!! Haha. Yess...

Lessons Being Learned: Guys suck; Friends are bitches; The only guy a girl can depend on is her best guy friend who is like her brother; Life sucks

Well, Live like you're dying.... (Ugh. I wish I was dying!!) People fcking suck. Bye

A HOTEL?!

Ugh! I'm in a hotel right now. 20 Mintutes away from home!! Our house flooded and they are fixing it. We have the hotel room reserved for 14 days. School starts in 11!! Uggghhhhh!!! I hate it here already. I've only been here 2 days. Ugh! I just want to be home! I would rather live with Maggie for a week than be at this hotel. Okay. On a different note, Do you know who the Janoskians are? They are on youtube. They live in Australia. They are amazing. They have twitters. I keep asking them to follow me. And I keep replying to there tweets. But I'm just a regular girl. Things like that don't happen to me. So I know I should stop trying... I wish something like that would happen to me :) Okay. Well, this hotel sucks. The Janoskians are awesome. I have to go and eat breakfast. I hope that won't suck too! LLYD <3

People :)

This sounds weird, but I just want to talk about people. People I loved, people I have lost, people that have lost me. I want to start with my Poppop. His name is Thomas. He is a firefighter :) He is like 60. He died 8 years ago, when I was 5. He is one of the greatest men alive. Everyone says that celebrities are heroes and stuff. If you wanna see a real hero...

  

                                               Second from the left, that's my Poppop :)

He is my hero. I think about him in everything I do. I know he is always there watching over me. Cheering me on at Band Competitions. And making sure I'm safe, I mean, he is a firefighter, that's what they do ;) I love you Poppop!!! <3


Also, I wanna talk about another friend of mine. His name is Michael. His middle name is Matthew. I always call him Matt. He is my neighbor, and has been since I was born. He always makes me smile :) He is 23. He died when he was 21. He was in a car accident, and it was really bad. He is fine, he is just up in heaven, that's all.

He is like the coolest guy I have ever met! He always rides a motorcycles around the backyard. I remember when I was younger, he had a little bicycle. It was ridiculously little. It was the best :) I know he looks over me, and protects me from making too many stupid mistakes. He does because he was young once too, and he made alot of mistakes. I love you Matt!!! <3


Next I wanna talk about a lady that is like a mom to me! Her name is Lou Ann. I always call her Aunt Lou. She is a teacher. And a Mom, a friend, an advice giver, and just someone who is always there for you when needed. I don't know how old she is. I know she wouldn't like me telling people how old she is anyways... But she died a couple years ago. She died of Breast Cancer...She is one of the smartest ladies I know. She knows everything there is to know about anything!! It's amazing!


She is the beautiful lady on the left :) She was one of the strongest people I know. I remember sitting outside on the pourch with all of them and just listening to their conversations, I remember sitting there next to her, and putting the clothes hanger clips on our fingers :) I know she's watching over me and protecting me. She's just amazing like that. I know she's guiding me down the right paths, she's a teacher :) I love you Aunt Lou!!! <3


That's not all the people I've lost, that's only a few. I just felt the need to talk about them. Did you notice that I didn't talk about them in past tense. It will always be present tense. They are always here with me, might not be physically. But I will never EVER froget about them. I love you all!!! I talk to them everyday. I miss you guys! Love you sooo much!! Muah! <333


LLYD <3

Not just a sex symbol, but also a hero.

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
- Marilyn Monroe

I remember when I was younger my teacher asked me If I could meet anyone in history, who would it be. I would always say one of my ansestors or who ever we were learning about in Social Studies. But now, I think I have a real and true answer. If I could meet anyone in history, I would choose Marilyn Monroe. She wasn't just a sex symbol, she was a person, with feeling. I think it would be amazing just to talk to her. And see what she was like. Have you ever see that movie, "My Week With Marilyn"? I loved that movie! I would love to just go and hang out with her. Maybe go to the mall. That would be spectacular! Marilyn Monroe is my hero. She wasn't perfect. And she admitted it. She always said that women were amazing and wonderful. She is an inspiration to women everywhere!

“I’m very definitely a woman and I enjoy it.”
- Marilyn Monroe

LLYD <3

Not so Big, but semi-exciting news!!!!!

Ahhh!!!!! OMG!!! So I'm sitting here right. Practicing my trumpet with SmartMusic. Which is amazing BTW. If you play an instrument, I recommend getting it. It's like 10 dollars a month... It's amazing!!! And I was practicing the songs in the Essential Elements Book, which is also on SmartMusic, and I played a High D!!! The first finger D!!! I played that!!!! I'm soooooo happy right now!!!!! Ahhh... :) So, yeah. Very happy!! <3 LLYD!

Band/ Band jokes

A treble clef and a bass clef make a cute heart!!! <3

Sooo Pretty!!!!

This is my favorite!! Haha :)

Stop! You're under a rest!! Hahaha.

Haha. So true!!!!!

                                    It's extremely true!!!!

Story of my life!!! I hate when I chip a reed!!

Band.

More than an adventure.

But you're in the band... So everything seems okay

Hold me (Aaron... Kevin) ;)

A B G F...

I'm treble :) You know it!

Everything revolves around me. But mostly music.

F sharps

Everybody just shut up! Except my band can't...

This happens to us all the time... We will be talking about what happened in Wind Ensamble. Or about the new music... People will be like... WTF... Hahaha!!!

Ketchup?!

Hey!!! I'm trying the new thing... Through my cell!! I don't know if it will work... Let's hope!!! :) Okay. Now I'm editing it through my laptop... It worked!!! Awesome. Okay. So much to say!! Need to ketchup! Wrong ketchup... I mean Catch Up!!! So I don't like Jordan anymore. I like Aaron.. SO MUCH! And kevin. SO MUCH! They both already know. Kevin and Aaron both found out at the Hershey Band Competition. Kevin confronted me ASAP. It was really sweet. He was all like, Sorry, But I have a girlfriend. I already knew that though... Zach, my EX-friend, told me. He also told me that Aaron had a girlfriend. Funny, he was also the person who told them I liked them. That's why he's my ex-friend. I talked to Kevin about me liking him. But I haven't talked to Aaron about it. I feel like such a dork... I wish I could tell him... He thinks I'm a weirdo... It's summer!! Yaaayy!!!! I made a Summer bucket list... tell aaron I like him was on it. Everyone else had told him. Brady, Maggie, Zach, Bruno... EVERYONE! Except for me... So I will... Whether it be on Facebook, in person, on the phone, or through a text. I WILL tell him... I hope :) Uhh... My mind is kinda blank now... What do I type about!!! I don't know!!! Ugh!!! OOH! This past weekend, my family and I went camping... It was kinda fun... I wouldn't do it again though... But it wasn't horrible. kk. Just wanted to say to all my best friends who I can talk to about anything lately, I love you!! I love you Hannah! I love you Bruno!! I love you Brady! I love you Tyler. Bruno, Live like you're dying :) Don't let people control you. Ever. You are all amazing. Thank you... <3

Virginia for the Weekend!!!

Today is Sunday! Friday and Saturday I was in Virginia with my band. We were at a competition. So much fun!!! Our middle school Wind Ensamble won 1st place in our category!! So did Jazz Band! On Friday we went to Colonial Williamsburg. It was pretty fun. It was interesting. But only because the people in the band is... well, very interesting and different. Then, we went to the Golden Corral to eat. It was pretty good. Nat inhaled alot of fried chicken... Haha. I ate everyone's dessert. Haribo Gummy bears <3 I made a bunch of new friends that I always thought I didn't like. I became closer to some friends. Haha. On friday night at the hotel, we weren't allowed to be in the hallways. So, Nat and I went outside. We had Tyler and Brady and Bruno and David flick their lights on and off so we could see if we could find there room. We did. We went over to say hi. They didn't like that... On Saturday we went to Busch Gardens because that's where the awards were. It was so hot. We got to ride rides and everything. Nat and I met up with her Aunt and her cousin. They were so nice. Her cousin, Laura and I went on a little kid Elmo roller coaster. It was so fun!! And Kevin (trumpet player) won a medal for individual award because he played a great solo in one Jazz song, Cantalope. I'm sure everyone was suprised Jake didn't win that. He had a giant solo in a whole song. In Cantalope, I think Tyler played a better solo than Jake. That's just my opinion though. So, all in all, I had alot of fun. I got to know people I didn't really know. I also found out that Erik and Jake and Kevin know my name! I didn't know they did, but they do. I also had a couple people read some of my poems. I wanted Tyler to read them, he said he would, he never got a chance to. But Jake and Kevin read one of my poems and they said it was really good. Kevin said it was cute :) He is so nice. And he's pretty cute too. He's kind of quiet though. But that's okay. So yeah. So much fun. But now I gotta do alot of homework, and school work I missed on Friday :(

Omg! So much!

For like the longers time this thing wouldn't let me make any posts... So I complained to Johnnie, and she said she couldn't help me. So I pressed the Send Feedback button and typed in stuff and complained and told them to fix it, I said please though.... And that was yesterday. Today I tried and it worked!! Yay!! OKay. So it's Spring Break.... Has been for a while. Actually it's almost over. But yeah... All Spring Break I did nothing but babysit... Last Night I oovooed Maggie and Kay... But that's it... On friday night I'm gonna go to Tina's birthday party sleepover thing... Need to get her a present... Hannah and Tina first had party's on the same night... But Hannah cancelled hers because hers wasn't for her birthday... She didn't want too... But she did... She's so sweet. I superluv her! OMG! Shane Dawson's original Song called Superluv came out on itunes!!!! I bought it! It's an amazing some! Look it up on youtube. Truly amazing!!! I hate it when movies on TV take out good little parts of the movie... It's stupid...  Okay, well. Oh yeah! On Friday the 20th Me, Maggie, Kay, Nat, and the rest of the Wind Ensamble band are going to Williamsburg for the whole weekend! For a competition. Yeah. I'm excited... Aaron's gonna be there... he's in band... I'm also going to marry him...It's gonna be fun. Except Ty is gonna be hanging out with "Jub"... Blah!!! Okey dokey artichokey... Superluv you all!!!  LLYD <3

Best Day Ever!!!!

Today was the best day ever!!!! In order to tell you why today was the best day ever, I have to give you some background info. In my school, there's this 8th grader that I'm going to marry. His name is Jordan. He is super hot. Today at my lunch period(7th grade), Jordan was there raising money for Relay for Life. And I my friend Tina gave me a dollar to give to him. So he will notice me, right. So, my other friend Hannah had a better idea. So, I turned around to pretend like I was talking to my other friends. And he came over. Hannah said she would only give him the dollar if he gave me a hug... And he did!!!!!!! AHH!!! I heard sparks between us!! And I was soo happy!! But I didn't show it. Haha. I'm so smart... And while he was still there, I was like acting all cool and not super happy. But as soon as he left, I was like OMG!!! I love him soo much!! And yeah! So today was like the best day ever... And all my friends saw us and some girls that I hate... So yeah. And after lunch my heart was still racing. All the way until the end of the day!! Whenever I thought about it, I was like jumping up and down!! Like Seriously!!! That is why today was the best day ever!!! Jordan is one of the hottest guys ever!!!! I will marry him!!! Also, today in band, people from the High School drum line came in, played some cool warm ups, and talked. Most of the guys wer ugly. But there was this one guy, and his name was Spencer, and he was Hot!!! But Maggie told me that he was a Senior... Oh well... ;) Love ya! Live like you're dying :)

It's Me!

Hey! It's me! Hannah! I just wanted to say... that I love my life, and my family, and my friends! Like Johnnie, Maggie, Kayleigh, Tina, Nat, Morgan, and Hannah. All my friends are super special. So is my family. I have one cousin, his name is Mike, he works for a company called Glu Mobile. And he makes games for Android phones. He also made games for Facebook!!! How cool is he! But he lives in California. That's on the other side of the country!! I don't get to see him that often...  I have one cousin, his name is Carl, that goes to school at the University of Arts in Philadelphia. He's a really great drawer. He makes the coolest pictures!! And he always puts them on Facebook. My Great-Grandfather was in the South Philadelphia String Band. And my Grandfather and my other Great-Grandfather, were Firefighters. My Dad works on racecars. Actually, he builds them!! And my life is amazing!! I'm in 7th grade. And I'm 13. I'm in the band. I play the clarinet. And in my opinion, I'm a total Band Geek!!! I love band. I've played the clarinet since I was in 4th grade. And I'm really good at it (playing the clarinet). The only reason I'm making this blog is because Johnnie has one and said I should. And when I get old I'm gonna end up forgetting everything I did. So, this is going to help me remember... I'm probably going to write on this blog mostly everyday when I can... So, yeah... Love ya!! Live like you're dying! <3