Second chance?!

He asked my friend out. She said yes. He cheated with another girl NOBODY likes. Asked her out a couple months later. She said no. He asked me out. I said yes. Dumped me 2 days later. Asked my friend out. She said no. He asked me out again! I said yes. IT WAS A SECOND CHANCE!!! But it had to secret. My mom found out I dated him before, she flipped out. And they still don't trust me. After a week of secret dating, I really liked him. We were supposed to hang out tonight. You know, "HANG OUT"! But he texted me after school, and said "I don't wanna be mean, but I lost feelings for you"! Asshole. He said he was breaking up with me. I said I had a feeling he was going to yesterday... He said he was sorry. I said "it's okay, I'm used to it from u". He said he already had A NEW girlfriend!! He was with her the other night!!! He was dating her BEFORE he broke up with me!!! Ugghhhhhhh. I believed in him. A second chance. You don't just GET second chances from me... I gotta believe in you a whole fucking lot to give you a second chance...!!!! Asshole. And then I was going to go with my sisters to a Haunted House at the baseball field out back. But that's where I was supposed to "Hang out" with Austin. And he's probably "Hanging out" with Savannah!!! I. HATE. HIM. AND. HER. Ugghhhhhhhh!!!!! His new name in my phone is "FUCKING ASSHOLE". Life sucks. It's a weekend. Stuck at home. Bored as hell!!! Listening to music on youtube. Boys like Girls <3333 Blahh... LLYD :(